Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep,
if I shall die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take.
I pray for my friends and family and each life that you gave.
Thank you for all my blessings and getting me this far. And always picking me up and pulling me through all my hardtimes.
I pray I never lose you.
I pray that people find happiness and hope and love,
I pray people open their arms, minds and hearts to all that is around, that people listen to their hearts and follow that sound, follow their dreams. Live with no regret and no doubt. And know that… Every fall, only means you have no where to go but up. Every with the rain comes a rainbow. Every time someone says you can’t only means you should scream “YES I CAN”
I pray people do what makes them happy….
He told me he loved me today, and I said it back.
That moment felt right, I wasn’t lying, I wasn’t pressured, I wasn’t scared.
I didn’t think it could come tha easy, without fear.
But I realize now I can’t be afraid to let him in and love me. I can’t be afraid to listen to my heart I will let it guide me and I will be happy. He loves me for me thru tears and scars, and that’s all I could really ask for.
02-15-2013 the day he said he loved me
Today was an odd emotional day. The bipolar truely showed. I was happy, I was mad, I was sad to the point of tears and almost close falling back to pain. But he helped me, he mad me happy, made me smile, made me laugh, made everything better again. Something about him just makes me a happier person and I hope he sticks around. Maybe there is hope for love again.
I’ve spent many years pretending Uu to be strong
I’ve spent many night hiding
Countless nights crying
Everyday wishing that this pain would leave me
I just want to live without the hurt
It haunts me
It scares me how much a empty moment can tear me down an cause mental and…… even physical pain
One day I hope to be happy an live without…
The endless tears
The harm I caused.